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April 10th, 2005
06:49 pm
Today I mowed the lawn, then ate foood then watched some of a movie then took a shower and stuff. Jenny came over and we went and got my tux and shit for prom. I made her pick it out. I have black and green, I hope I look okay. I got my hair cut, I think its the shortest its ever been. I think that I look terrable but all the girls say they like it, but girls always liers... Then after that we went to Toxic Hell and then to Zak's house. We hung out then we came back to my house, and she left. Now..I'm trying to find something to do, and its not working out to well. I should probaly study for econ test but I dont want to. I dont want to at all.
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April 6th, 2005
09:12 pm
This week hasnt been nearly as bad as I thought it would be. I'm not nearly as stressed out. It might be because I stoped caring about almost everything. I forgot what good weather was like, and how much I like driving with the windows down. I think I'm starting to go stir crazy, I have nothing to do and no one to hang out with or talk to. I started lifting again, I think I'm gonna start running just because I have nothing else to do. I'm getting a little closer to getting my carb and intake on my car. Um, I'm taking Jenny to prom I guess, we always have fun. Even though I suck at playing dress up. Pluse my hommies Doug and Randy will be there. Hahah, Randy is going to get a mullet and wear his chucks to prom and Doug and I are gonna be like HAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!!! Ahh my nose has been bleeding as of late. One morning I woke up and all I could taste was blood. I went to the bathroom and was like Ah I'm bleeeeddingg. Ah, damn. I'm done.
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April 3rd, 2005
01:58 pm
yeah so this week has kinda sucked. when school starts tomorrow, its gonna fucking suck. I have 2 days to do 2 5 page papers and a project. Auto is going to make me want to kill myself. WAIT...Scratch that. School will make me want to kill myslef. I hate it. god damnit I hates it soo much.
The only thing good about spring break was seeing Jenny & Meg. Over the past week we've become a trio. One night we went and saw once over at headliners. One night we went hung out at Jennys and went over to Ali's and goofed around. Another night we went to Jed's, went back over to Jenny's and watched Mallrats, then went to Shake&Steak and got in a sweetner packet war with my old friend Joey. But thats enough about that. Went to Meg's a couple of times. Then one night I went to Jenny's and watched Starskey&Hutch with her and her mum. and..Friday night (I think) we went to some girls house and I didnt feel good, and tres awkward but we watched Clerks and that helped. I love that movie. we went to some Ali girls house and just hung out till it was time to go.
I got interviewed for Ohio Technical School in Cleveland. I got accepted so were going to the open house sometime next week. I might sing up, I dont know what I want to do. Classes are only monday-thursday so I would be able to come home for the weekends...see what little friends I have. Meg&Jenny already said they'd come vist me. There the only ones that would.
I think that I'm not gonna do anything for any of my classes anymore. I hate my school. Fuck it.
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March 31st, 2005
12:56 am
Um this fucking sucks. ...yeah
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March 18th, 2005
11:12 pm
I saw my lover tonight. I went over to her house we had a good time. Of course her parents werent there, because thats the only way I could come over.
Speaking of love, I got my Camarooo back. I <3 going fast, and hearing that thing..god.
Yeah I got my speech back and I got a C, I probaly would have got a B if my "conclusion" didnt suck. she gave me a 0 in all 3 parts of that. oh well
Hopefully Doug, Jenny, Caitlin and I are gonna hang out tomorrow. Hopefully...there all gonna come over here and hang out. I hope I can see caity again tomorrow. I think we deserve it.
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March 16th, 2005
02:54 pm
border="0"><tr><td width="180">Disorder</td><td width="120">Rating</td></tr><tr><td>Paranoid:</td><td>Moderate</td></tr><tr><td>Schizoid:</td><td>Low</td></tr><tr><td>Schizotypal:</td><td>Moderate</td></tr><tr><td>Antisocial:</td><td>Moderate</td></tr><tr><td>Borderline:</td><td>Low</td></tr><tr><td>Histrionic:</td><td>Moderate</td></tr><tr><td>Narcissistic:</td><td>Low</td></tr><tr><td>Avoidant:</td><td>Low</td></tr><tr><td>Dependent:</td><td>Moderate</td></tr><tr><td>Obsessive-Compulsive:</td><td>Low</td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" align="center">
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --</td></tr></table>
This isnt the same as what I got when I took it with Caity...but yeah.
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March 14th, 2005
06:15 pm
Man, whoever wrote those is a cunt. Oh eeM Gee IT WASNT MEE! Anyways I <3 Caitlin like none other. NOMATTER what anyone says and even when she's an ASS HOLE...I still love her oh so much.
Oh yeah Slipknot concert was sweet. Clown wasnt there and the other back up drummer had a broken leg and it was still the best show that I've been to.
They did better than System of A Down, and Rob Zombie. Shadows Fall did sweet, and Lamb of God did pretty good as well. My feet werent touching the ground very much for Lamb Of God and I almost passed out during them so I went crowd surfing to get out of there. During Slipknot the hole middle of the floor was a HUGE pit and I got the hell beat outta me for the little bit I was in them. I also found out that my head bounces off concret. I got hit in the mouth during Lamb Of God not very hard, but enough to make my lip bleed and be big the next couple days. Caity's new hair cut is really cute, I like it no matter what she thinks. Jenny, Meg and hopefully Caitlin and I are going to the Once Over show at Headliners on the 26th. Should be fun..I hope this weekend turns out okay.
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04:15 pm
Hi, my name is Zack and I am no fun. I don't play with Caity because I think she's a cold, frigid bitch. She therefore I am mean to her, and when she tells me I'm mean I get all pissed off and stop talking to her.
lyk o-m-g n0 <3 4 caity~!~!!~!!!
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04:04 pm
Caity is God, therefore I hate that fucking cunt.
I hate her. I hate her. I hate her. She listens to fucking Le Tigre and stupid fucking dance music; but she doesn't even dance good. She has ugly hair, at least her longer hair covered her FUGLY face better. She has a hideous voice and her clothes never match. I wish I could run that cunt over with my car. Did I mention she's a cunt. BUT I LOVE HER ANYWAYS.
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March 12th, 2005
12:27 am
I would like to thank Meg for being so cool to me, and she really has no reason to. And everyone else.
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March 11th, 2005
10:58 pm - Sweetness
I couldnt think of anything that I wanted to listen to, so I just listend to the radio on the way home. Freebird came on and I got pissed. I used to love that song, I used to love alot of things. I hurt my hand. I'm gonna kill someone tomomrrow in the pit. Over the past few days given up on caring what happens to me. Is it weird to wish something very bad would suddenly happen to you? Because I do. I hate wasting money. I'm now $15 even closer to being poor again and I have NOTHING to show for it. Nothing except for...this.
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March 5th, 2005
12:13 am
Wow. I feel terrable. I didnt want to do this, I dont want to. I had to. Belive me. This week was not good at all. I burnt my hand, and its hot all the time. I forgot how bad burns were. I was in the most uncomforable room I've ever been in today for like a hour and a half for a college exam/contest thingy and it pissed me the hell off. Tonight was probaly the worst show I've ever been to, and emo..Seriously why is gas so much money now. It was 1.76 on Wed. and now its 2.10 This is the worst I've felt in a long time.
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March 1st, 2005
09:21 pm
The rest of this week should be interesting to say the least. Very interesting, and could be tres bad or good. I hope I finish these port ports.
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04:46 pm
I'm going into the military. I have suck at everything, and have nothing elese to do. Fuck..I'm gonna die.
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February 28th, 2005
03:09 pm
Yeah so yesterday and today sucked. I hate thinking, because I suck at it and it just pisses me off more. And when you cant stop thinking about it is even worse. It pisses me off when people act like they give two shits about you or your life, and they really dont. I have a speech and a project in Econ due on friday and monday, wich I'm not going to do because I dont care anymore. I need money so bad. I'd think about being a man whore, but I wouldnt get any busniess. Man this sucks I'm back to where I've always been, I fucked up and now I'm screwed.
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February 20th, 2005
11:39 pm
Last night I went and saw my lover play broomball at the Ice House. Then we all went to Gino's. Micky showed up for his Katie, and I tried to be nice to him but he dosent like me because... Me and Caity argued a little but its all good. She wouldnt hardcore dance for me, or let me wear her hat. Then later on she wormed her way out of giving me a back rub...But I still love you Caitlin dear, and its not a big deal. Inbetween her games we spent some well earned and deserved quality time together. We both enjoyed it, and I kneed her and I feel tres tres bad. Today was one hell of a lazy day. I got dressed to shovle the driveway. I think I slep well over 10 hours, well over. I had alot of food today too and it was good eatin. Eggs, bacon, french-toast, milk, sloppy joes, pork roast. mmmhmmmm. I had some good eatin last night too.
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February 16th, 2005
06:42 pm - ASS
Yesterday I saw my lover for the first time...in a LONG time. Way to long. I cant describe how happy it made me to see her again. So I picked her up from school and then droped Kaite off at mickaroni's hizzel. Then Caity and I went to best buy, and I purshesd the movie SAW, then we went left. We didnt go anywhere, we just stayed in the van and enjoyed each others company. I gave her the stuff I got for her, I think she liked them..I think. Well thats what I did, I dont know about her. But then I took her back to school, and went to work. Came home, took a nnaaapp and then woke up at some din din and watched saw. Saw is saweet, and I'm watching it shright now. Today, I worked alot on the NEW van, and the new parts came in too. I want to get it running again as soon as possable.
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February 6th, 2005
02:09 am
So I got sick and missed the feild trip to the Auto Show on thursday, wich pissed me off considering that the only other feild trip that I went on in high school was to the sewage and waste treatment center. It sucked everybody came back and smelled like shit,and felt sick, oh yeah and was all like grossed out. But yeah, speaking of gross my puke was lime green and then I just looked at it and laughed..then puked again. I was sick for thursday and friday,then tonight was pretty okay.
My cousin and I hung out tonight, we played Halo and Noelle came over and we watched Snatch. I know I'm not sick anymore because I can drink coke, eat ribs, chicken wings, apple pie, cookies and ice cream and not throw up or feel sick at all. My friend Jeremiah got into a car accident with my cousin's best friend. Jeremiah's in the hospital, and I found out later tonight that it was tottally his fault, that he was going about 90 when the speed limit thats 35. Now I know I have no room to talk because I've done 120 in a 35, but he did it on a street thats a little longer than a quater mile. So I feel bad for my friend and all that he's hurt and in the hospital, but its his own damn fault. I feel kinda empty right now, and I've had enough to eat and drink...yeah
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January 31st, 2005
08:42 pm
I dont know what the hell just happend but it wasnt cool. I dont know what'd I'd do with out her. That was tottaly unpleasent. I dont know what I did to start it but I'm sorry. I dont know, I'm so confused.
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07:57 pm
I'm so confused...So confused.
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